Current mood:	weird
Current music:	ashlee-beautifully broken.

i never update anymore. this is the first time i've even looked at people's posts in a while.
so here goes...
valentine's day i saw matchbook romance with cassie and will. it was fun. they're really nice. that made me happy.
then quirin called me so we met up with him for a while. it was cool i hadn't seen him in a while. and he said something that made me realize how lucky i was with my friends. because cassie said how the only person she ever really hangs out with is me. and quirin was like well at least you have one true friend instead of a bunch of people. and it's true. almost everyone i'm friends with, are people that are really good to me for the most part. yeah, sometimes there are ups and downs but what friendship doesn't have that.

boston was this weekend. it was good. it was more of just a chillout trip. friday we left and went into the city to see regan osborne and declan and have lunch becuase we were missing osborne's birthday. it was alright. then we left, got up there. saw emdance. modern dance is very unique. but it was cool. then we headed to brent's i passed out pretty early. woke up in the morning, went to finagel a bagel...that was awesome. chilled out all day in felicia's suite. went to the prudential center and brent's at night. watched lots of law and order haha. slept. north andover on sunday. had lunch with kristina. that was nice i haven't seen her or been to north andover in like 8 years. i went past my old house. it brought back lots of memories. came home. wanted to see everyone. but that of course didn't happen so whatever.

i ended up getting a text from my friend jess being like ian wants me to go to his friends house and you're not here to go with me. and i was like i'm home! so i asked cas if she wanted to go, and it ended up being the best night i've had in ages.
the house was GORGEOUS. absolutely beautiful. the guys were awesome. so nice. we played the funniest game i've ever played. all in all, great night. i woke up way early on monday and worked 11 hours. boo. then went to bridge's house and headed to rembrandt's with her and natalie. always a great time. worked yesterday then me and cassie dyed my hair again.
by the way no more blonde haha. then i showered, and we went and got me dinner. and met up with regan, declan, and gen for a little bit. it wasn't like it usually is. it was kind of upsetting.

i went home so early and passed out. slept 12 hours. it was amazing, i don't even know the last time i slept in. got alot accomplished today. me and cas went to commack and saw gangsta matty g. i like him alot. he's fun. and i just looked at the clock and realize how late i'm going to be for work.

that's a nice little recap of my life.
it would be great, if eveything could just be like it used to. in basically every aspect of my life. i kinda really miss when everyone would just hang out and it would be fun no matter what we were doing. can we go back to that please? k, thanks.